just to say i hate my family! its all because of my dead beat uncle. he is the reason that no one is getting along. well what happened is that like 10 months ago he tried to live off of us and not get a job so my parents kicked him out of our house (he was living with us because his house in SC got sold cause he couldnt pay for it) and then he wouldnt leave so we called the cops and he still didnt leave so we had to call the cops again and then he treatend to kill his sister(my mom). Now he keeps talking to my brothers and he is telling them all this crap thats not true (well some of it might be true but still) and my brothers have both gotten my mom really pissed off and now shes crying and telling me all this crap about my uncle and my brothers and im so pissed. all she does is try and get people to pitty her and im so sick of the act and i cant wait till im old enough to get the fuck out of this place! my dad is still being an asshole. god dammit i fucking hate this house! all day long all i fucking hear i yelling and im so fucking sick and tired of this bullshit. i swear as soon as i graduate im getting out of this place! other than that im doing pretty shitty. i hate people! alot of people that go to my school are just assholes and im getting really sick of their shit! im getting a shit load of homework and i have a project due tommorow that i still havent started so i have to work on that and then i have like 8 chapters in to kill a mockingbird that i need to read and do a journal on each chapter by tomorrow and then i also have this american history paper thats due tommorrow and then i have to study for a bunch of shit. UGH! this guy at school is like harsing me and im getting sick of his perveted stalking like behavor. i was invited to this party and i really dont want to go but i cant say no to this girl because she is just so nice but i really dont want to go because her friends are SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO not the type of people who i want to be around. on a good note i had a field trip today and that was actually really fun except that i got a bearskin thrown on me and that made me cry and then i got like 10 other animal skins thrown on me and i think im scarred for life now! my feet are killing me though so that kinda sucks but oh well. we also went to this place where both of my brothers got married and so that was cool. oh sorry about all the swearing lately but i have just been so mad but srry! so i gtg have a really awkard dinner with my parents so peace out